Isaiah 4: And in that day seven women shall take hold of one man, saying, We will eat our own bread, and wear our own apparel: only let us be called by thy name, to take away our reproach.
2 In that day shall the branch of the Lord be beautiful and glorious, and the fruit of the earth shall be excellent and comely for them that are escaped of Israel.
3 And it shall come to pass, that he that is left in Zion, and he that remaineth in Jerusalem, shall be called holy, even every one that is written among the living in Jerusalem:
4 When the Lord shall have washed away the filth of the daughters of Zion, and shall have purged the blood of Jerusalem from the midst thereof by the spirit of judgment, and by the spirit of burning.
5 And the Lord will create upon every dwelling place of mount Zion, and upon her assemblies, a cloud and smoke by day, and the shining of a flaming fire by night: for upon all the glory shall be a defence.
6 And there shall be a tabernacle for a shadow in the day time from the heat, and for a place of refuge, and for a covert from storm and from rain.
Verily I say unto you, All these things shall come upon this generation.
37 O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!
38 Behold, your house is left unto you desolate.
I hit delete upon uncoverednomore.org, uncoverednomore.net, and clothedcomforted.com at 6:00 AM on September 25, 2016. This was eight years to the day from when a demon of insanity spoke through my voice.
My family feels I am unbalanced. I don’t know what ministerial people like Mahesh & Bonnie Chavda, Bobby & Carolyn Conner, and Diane, Aaron, & Micah Jackson feel today. Evidently the mountain in New Hampshire has reverted back to the mountain heir. He is a kind young man; I am a dragon lady.
Since I am not that much of a dragon lady, though, I am going to say that I am not going to remove co-authorship of a certain prayer initiative for one simple reason: I’ve changed enough. Leave well enough alone and then move along. That is what I’m choosing to do but in my fourth volume, the truth of how God struck another gatekeeper and the timeline I’ve set forth in Contracts & Vows linked below will have to go into the writing. It is the way testimony goes: truthfully along it’s narrow path all glory to God.
I never tried to define me. I know I change my mind. I know I live in love with everyone. And I know that is me as a definition that makes absolutely no sense. I’m not nice in some pockets of my life; I trusted too many people. Now, I don’t trust any of them. But, that is not something which hampers either the call on my life or the call on theirs. It certainly doesn’t change what I do every day. But what I won’t do is change anymore of myself–and I do have people in my private life who think I need to change and they don’t like me how I am. Sheesh. I don’t like how I am sometimes, but I’m not going to live like that. I am going to live in my skin that I do like and leave the rest to God.
I need to just stay the way I am, love me here, and let everyone else change how they want to change to suit themselves. That includes some of my family I will painfully admit. That’s ok. They love me and I truly appreciate it. The ministries I’ve tangled with by the very fact that I am the seer on this property–do not love me. So I will accept that rejection, accept some rejection from some of my family because they cannot understand the past eight years of my life, and accept that I am doing the best I can and it was never right or good enough. I have asked forgiveness where I could. I am now active in setting boundaries and I won’t look back. I will live my life in love with everyone from a distance to a large degree. It is because I cannot understand anyone anymore and I don’t feel understood. I just took it one day at a time for eight long years, then I hurt worse over and again inside my spiritual self, and then I kept moving–and so did Curtis. We need to be left alone to enjoy our lives with our children. What has happened to me needs to go away, and the cycle of that horrific time in my life which rendered four books of testimony needs to stop. Now. And I am seeing to it all glory to God. I have a title for the fifth book of the series. It may never be written. I won’t write it unless Jesus shows up in my lifetime, so that is an honest wait and see. We do not know the time or the place.
Uncoverednomore.com will continue my testimony forevermore with publishing updates. It’s safe like uncoverednomore.org and uncoverednomore.net are not safe. I vowed before God silently that I would have my emotions toward people, not hide it, and protect I AM. Yes, you see, I protect I AM. I am sick, and tired, of the misunderstandings against MY LOVE. And until people all the way from my family to ministries I’m vowed with for life for unity’s sake understand me a little better, I am finished with a good bit of my past life. I just need to be left alone to be me.