Esther & a Lion, Part Four

Tut, Tut Ultra-Charismatic, Part Three

I was in the forest and I walked into a big, big lion. And then he attacked me, but a friendly dragon came in and then he killed the lion. Then a witch came and she killed the forest. Then I woke up and then I was in another dream that still had the dragon. And then somebody told me that “you are in a game” and I didn’t understand it. This person had a large head.

And then, I went back into the first round of the dream and found the lion again, but there were four. The man with the big head said, “You are allowed to pick someone that you know in one of your dreams to defeat the lions.”

I chose my very best dream. I went into that dream, saw the person I met in that dream–a really nice witch. She asked, “Where am I?” And the man said, “We are in a death game.” And then the witch defeated the lions. 

Then the dragon, who was white and nice, defeated ten ogres. And then I had to do a bunch of riddles……….Esther says she freed me because I was inside a cage and took me back into her first dream where we were back at the house at the forest.

Esther dreamed this dream last night. As I left to go out to eat, and shop, with Curtis, she told me about the lion chasing her and I said that I’d taken care of that all glory to God. I’m a witch sometimes (Rev 17), a black mamba sometimes (Revelation 12, 13, and 17), and just a housewife occasionally. *shrug* In Esther’s line of vision a while back, John Paul was a cobra so……get used to us space aliens. Oy. Now it gets very interesting.

Curtis and I went to Kirby Lane off William Cannon. As we were finishing up, my oldest daughter Edith walked in with old home school friends whose last root name is Edwards (the mommy) with the husband. This young lady’s mother and I had children by the same midwife in the same hospital and simultaneously. This was done during Dorothy’s birth experience (#4 and my middle namesake who looks just like me.)

Let us remember that Satan in the Bible identifies as a lion seeking whom he may devour every bit as much as Jesus is the Lion of the Tribe of Judah. I can guarantee one hundred percent it ain’t Jesus chasing my daughter. (smile) Right after her birth, Dorothy was lying in my arms as I was resting and my midwife was helping the Edwards mommy birth a son. Curtis walked around us on the birthing bed and he was talking. Dorothy Ann knew the voice of her father and craned her wee, newborn head in my arms to try to “see” her daddy.

So there you have it. What you have is Curtis’s seven prophetic daughters working together according to the book of Acts and they don’t even know it. You also have the inheritance being returned to daughters too out of Job 42 all glory to God.

As to Esther Grace, she is named after Esther Naomi Jackson primarily and another Esther of a second marriage in the maternal line of my testimony of the flesh (Edward John Klonek’s sister-in-law) who is equally associated with a Noah heavenly door situation in TX while also that maternal Edward uncle is my godfather in the Catholic Church. He passed away from un-diagnosed brain cancer on my parents’s anniversary in March of 2016.

Oh, yes, and then there is Bill Hart who is the pastor of the son of the sister-in-law whom I met the day Uncle John died while I helped and so did he. As we were coming back right after Uncle John breathed his last–and Mom fell asleep and watched the spirit of her brother go on up in a vision/dream right before it happened while my oldest son, worrying about me, called and I was in the hall talking to him on the phone for a few moments right before the fact–this man asked where I went to church. When I told him, he told me he knew I was going to say that. Then in a rather scared moment after we settled everyone, I called Bill Hart bless his heart.

Esther’s dreams and visions are……complicated. But when push comes to shove, that baby girl will walk into COP and make a heart out of sheer flags on the floor during worship or as the case may be, spontaneously take communion when Bill Hart and Cara Coffey need a bit of a break, thank God.

Did I say my life was simple somewhere or other in this four part series? I was lying. Sheesh.

You may want to read Bill Hart’s book too–which is the feature image. I already did a book review and then had to remove it to protect him and his family some time ago, but the book is for sale on Amazon and is a very good, humble read. It is all glory to God, in Jesus Name, amen.

You can see a CD of music by Jordan Feliz below: it was given to me and many others at Life Austin one time here recently (Um….I’m getting to where time doesn’t really exist so I cannot remember if it was late last year or early this year. Why am I getting this way? TOO MUCH MIRACULOUS HAPPENS and so time just kind of doesn’t mean anything anymore what with all the glory being revealed by God lol.) So anyway…….one time in 2016, I literally had to swerve into Life Austin’s parking lot because Holy Spirit pretty much commanded me. I went in and told them in the foyer I needed to see someone and I was a prophetess in the office of it. Interesting conversation, that one, with Pastor George Oaks who is the brother-in-law of Dudley. Bill Hart knows Dudley. My family met him at COP once. He has gold specks on him. It’s real, ya’ll. It isn’t glitter he sprinkles on himself to make it look like gold. And….he doesn’t go to COP anymore but he used to. I also found out in that weird conversation that the prez of Streams Ministries had taught a class about two years before that time at Life Austin. I get the impression it was on a Wednesday thingy. The prez’s name is John Thomas but nobody is informing me what the middle E of his name is. So I dunno. You are gonna have to go ask somebody who knows more than this little sister does what all this is about. But there you have it: another weird testimony from Cara. 

Tut, Tut Ultra-Charismatic, Part Three

If There is One Guy…..Part Two

Now we get the real truth. I’m dropping highly accurate articles left and right these days, hey? And yet……and yet I had to back track and repent again due to what is happening here on the ground in Austin, Texas, which only some of us understand. Lemme tell ya’ll who the “some of us” are because it isn’t obvious what with all the pulling and pushing I was subjected to allegorically due to what happened before 2017 in heavenly door situations under the surface. The “some of us” is gonna cut it down right fast for you: John Paul Jackson and Cara Ann Coffey.

I was having dreams, ya’ll, from about 2000 until right now. If you go read my first volume, which you cannot do that, I could interpret my entire life out of that book. One thing you will find out is that John Paul and I began to submit one to another back when my parents and Curtis decided we of the home church situation here would take in some of their ministry. (smile) SO in other words, if there is one lady in the ultra-charismatic realm who will understand me, it will be Diane Jackson. I ain’t got anybody else, ya’ll. That’s because I may want to visit with a couple of other wives, but I know which one was right there with me when Sodom was in the room upstairs, and that was Diane Jackson with John Paul. Curtis was the one in the flesh who has burned stuff, invested money, and otherwise stuck with me through thick, thin, and thick again with Jesus Christ.

I found a book on my book case just now that I thought was already thrown away. Last night, I’m not going to say what happened, but I went back to hell so fast that it took my suffering overnight to get to this point. Any time the high stuff happens to me, the vultures gather like gang busters and then I have to discern exactly where that slaying of me came from. I found this particular one today just now after Edward asked me to try to find a book about bow making. Patrick used to make bows–and I bought a “how to” book for him and now Edward is having a go so he wants to see it. I couldn’t find it, but I did find The Final Quest by Rick Joyner.

If there was one civil war that cost me and Diane, it was that one. Yes, I saw it. I kept going. And now, this tale is finished. If you aren’t in the ARC, well, you aren’t. Go to God with it. Rick, I asked Jesus Christ in the spirit realms a few days ago about MorningStar. Let’s just say that I didn’t add ya’ll and I’m not going to. He asked me a question, I answered it, and that was that. It’s kind of like the spirit of Jezebel I had to vanquish all glory to God and in Jesus Name, amen, according to Revelation 2: if you didn’t use your free will the way Jesus needed you to for my trial by fire publicly, well, that was that.

I don’t know about people like Dr. RT Kendall, Bobby Conner, and John Piper, but this Little Sister used to think the free will of Jesus Christ went farther than it did. He submits one to another with men and women in a way that puts us all to shame. That is my testimony in 2017 all glory to God.

And if anyone else messes with Uncovered No More and Streams Ministries International on this property again, I’m gonna get mad. I’ll show it. Somewhere. See ya around and I love you. You hated on me, oh other ministries not in my ARC of Covenant. Now Jesus made sure to prove it to you across about three days. I’m tired.

If MorningStar thinks that’s the first time I’ve been messed up in the spirit realms here because of what is actually, physically on this property, then you people are worse idiots than I thought you were. It is so intense on this property, as I’ve already stated in a recording how I’m not going to explain, that I will just go out with Curtis tonight, shop a little bit, and come home to a new day tomorrow thank You Jesus. I’m still in love with you all–I hope you can say the same some day for me; however, I don’t trust you today. I don’t trust much anymore in the way of human Christians save the me that I worked for many years with my spirit blood family to bring forth through Jesus Christ. Enough said.

What am I really communicating? Jesus Christ is building the proper teaching through the ARC as far as I can tell to help Christianity worldwide be mentored in repentance to the place of full deliverance and I have no idea how long that is going to take. I stick to my business: Uncovered No More is live testimony as is Rivers International. Some of my book reviews are going on two sites and some of them are going on one. Never all three. That’s too much for the authors who will be seen alongside my testimony. I will not use Streams Ministries’ stuff for one reason (for a while): I’m too hurt. I cannot look at their stuff without going back to hell where we all stayed for a long while shortly in the USA. I stick with authors right now whom are either already up above (Watchman Nee) or somebody like Dr. Kendall whom I trust because I already read how he and John Paul were friends for about ten years. I cannot read Brother Mahesh’s testimony books right now. I don’t know why. I can read Bobby Conner’s current Rod. I don’t know why. I know nothing. I am simply known.

Oh Christian American, it is TIME for YOU to learn two things, and here they are: 

  1. You need to understand your relationship with the Holy Spirit. He is sent to teach you and until you stop long enough to understand Him you will flounder in church sin clearly expounded within Revelation 2&3. I’m not going to write about that anymore, and I seriously doubt the likes of some of these guys teaching right now wanna do that either. *shrug*
  2. You need to pick up your free will, dust it off, and get to deciding your Christian life instead of riding in, or so you thought, upon the prophetic wings of ministers like Curtis Coffey, Bobby Conner, and John Paul Jackson. I’m not saying you shouldn’t listen to both John Paul and Bobby Conner. I’m actually saying you SHOULD do that. However, it is tricky right now. You don’t know how to use your Christian free will a lot of times, you don’t know how to repent properly publicly or privately, and that is none of my business as a prophetess in the office of it. The Lord has clearly defined my life for a while, He made sure my printed testimony was sealed and removed from public view, and He is in charge all glory to God. How do you re-connect to the Jesus that you now know through the testimony and teaching of some of us? I don’t know. I’m not you. So that fact of the matter loops back to point #1. It isn’t a vicious cycle circle here. It’s the circle, or square of 144 according to Rev 21, of LOVE in Jesus Name, amen.

One last thing: I will go into a slight prophetic depression to have written for three days like this. So now you know my full pain without me getting into details: I have 144 in my core. If you are a Christian, and according to Revelation chapter seven deliverance precepts, that means you are a part of me no matter which generation in the Christian construct worldwide. You may realize that pain for a moment, but you don’t understand it I can assure you. You’d have to talk to Curtis about it because he witnessed my pain to have gotten here as a prophetess for almost ten years. He won’t tell you because it is his pain too. I’m pretty sure Jesus Christ is the same way but I don’t know that. I’ve told Curtis point blank a few times, as the pain of what I was experiencing ripped through my soul and spirit life, that I wanted to rip my spine out of me. I’d be actually doing that in the spirit life at that point. At other times, I’d crouch in my spirit and just lay there in the pain because the mercies and steadfast love of the Lord are new every morning, and they never cease all glory to God. The Bible is true.

If There is One Guy…..Part Two

A General Announcement, Part One

If there is one guy in worship worldwide who can take his Little Sister up to the Throne Room in the United States of America right fast, it’s Chris Quilala. And that boy knows how to let loose, decently and in order, better than any millennial leader I know. He and I been worshiping for a very long time, shortly, in my life, if you know what I mean. Thank you Chris Quilala; Jesus Culture; and, Bethel in CA.

Here’s the deal about me: I’m not nearly as complicated as one would think. Here’s the deal about Holy Spirit, oh how I worship and praise His Name:

Song of Solomon 4

Young Man

You are beautiful, my darling,
    beautiful beyond words.
Your eyes are like doves
    behind your veil.
Your hair falls in waves,
    like a flock of goats winding down the slopes of Gilead.
Your teeth are as white as sheep,
    recently shorn and freshly washed.
Your smile is flawless,
    each tooth matched with its twin.[a]
Your lips are like scarlet ribbon;
    your mouth is inviting.
Your cheeks are like rosy pomegranates
    behind your veil.
Your neck is as beautiful as the tower of David,
    jeweled with the shields of a thousand heroes.
Your breasts are like two fawns,
    twin fawns of a gazelle grazing among the lilies.
Before the dawn breezes blow
    and the night shadows flee,
I will hurry to the mountain of myrrh
    and to the hill of frankincense.
You are altogether beautiful, my darling,
    beautiful in every way.

Come with me from Lebanon, my bride,
    come with me from Lebanon.
Come down[b] from Mount Amana,
    from the peaks of Senir and Hermon,
where the lions have their dens
    and leopards live among the hills.

You have captured my heart,
    my treasure,[c] my bride.
You hold it hostage with one glance of your eyes,
    with a single jewel of your necklace.
10 Your love delights me,
    my treasure, my bride.
Your love is better than wine,
    your perfume more fragrant than spices.
11 Your lips are as sweet as nectar, my bride.
    Honey and milk are under your tongue.
Your clothes are scented
    like the cedars of Lebanon.

12 You are my private garden, my treasure, my bride,
    a secluded spring, a hidden fountain.
13 Your thighs shelter a paradise of pomegranates
    with rare spices—
henna with nard,
14     nard and saffron,
    fragrant calamus and cinnamon,
with all the trees of frankincense, myrrh, and aloes,
    and every other lovely spice.
15 You are a garden fountain,
    a well of fresh water
    streaming down from Lebanon’s mountains.

Young Woman

16 Awake, north wind!
    Rise up, south wind!
Blow on my garden
    and spread its fragrance all around.
Come into your garden, my love;
    taste its finest fruits.


Isaiah 11

Out of the stump of David’s family[a] will grow a shoot—
    yes, a new Branch bearing fruit from the old root.
And the Spirit of the Lord will rest on him—
    the Spirit of wisdom and understanding,
the Spirit of counsel and might,
    the Spirit of knowledge and the fear of the Lord.
He will delight in obeying the Lord.
    He will not judge by appearance
    nor make a decision based on hearsay.
He will give justice to the poor
    and make fair decisions for the exploited.
The earth will shake at the force of his word,
    and one breath from his mouth will destroy the wicked.
He will wear righteousness like a belt
    and truth like an undergarment.

In that day the wolf and the lamb will live together;
    the leopard will lie down with the baby goat.
The calf and the yearling will be safe with the lion,
    and a little child will lead them all.
The cow will graze near the bear.
    The cub and the calf will lie down together.
    The lion will eat hay like a cow.
The baby will play safely near the hole of a cobra.
    Yes, a little child will put its hand in a nest of deadly snakes without harm.
Nothing will hurt or destroy in all my holy mountain,
    for as the waters fill the sea,
    so the earth will be filled with people who know the Lord.

10 In that day the heir to David’s throne[b]
    will be a banner of salvation to all the world.
The nations will rally to him,
    and the land where he lives will be a glorious place.[c]
11 In that day the Lord will reach out his hand a second time
    to bring back the remnant of his people—
those who remain in Assyria and northern Egypt;
    in southern Egypt, Ethiopia,[d] and Elam;
    in Babylonia,[e] Hamath, and all the distant coastlands.
12 He will raise a flag among the nations
    and assemble the exiles of Israel.
He will gather the scattered people of Judah
    from the ends of the earth.

13 Then at last the jealousy between Israel[f] and Judah will end.
    They will not be rivals anymore.
14 They will join forces to swoop down on Philistia to the west.
    Together they will attack and plunder the nations to the east.
They will occupy the lands of Edom and Moab,
    and Ammon will obey them.
15 The Lord will make a dry path through the gulf of the Red Sea.[g]
    He will wave his hand over the Euphrates River,[h]
sending a mighty wind to divide it into seven streams
    so it can easily be crossed on foot.
16 He will make a highway for the remnant of his people,
    the remnant coming from Assyria,
just as he did for Israel long ago
    when they returned from Egypt.


Jeremiah 4:10-12 

Then I said, “O Sovereign Lord,
    the people have been deceived by what you said,
for you promised peace for Jerusalem.
    But the sword is held at their throats!”

11 The time is coming when the Lord will say
    to the people of Jerusalem,
“My dear people, a burning wind is blowing in from the desert,
    and it’s not a gentle breeze useful for winnowing grain.
12 It is a roaring blast sent by me!
    Now I will pronounce your destruction!”

John 3:7-9 So don’t be surprised when I say, ‘You[a] must be born again.’ The wind blows wherever it wants. Just as you can hear the wind but can’t tell where it comes from or where it is going, so you can’t explain how people are born of the Spirit.” 

“How are these things possible?” Nicodemus asked.


Matthew 19:25-26 The disciples were astounded. “Then who in the world can be saved?” they asked. Jesus looked at them intently and said, “Humanly speaking, it is impossible. But with God everything is possible.”

Me ‘n Nick had a few run ins going on eight, maybe nine, years: but I don’t keep count of no “run ins” or “set to’s” or whatever the heaven else is going on. I walk it off, which I did, today.  And guess what God Father let Little Sister be scared by on my little street right before the entrance to my mama’s property, ya’ll? All praise to your Name, God Father, but I mean seriously: I’m not the one who enjoys snakes. Eara is. Mamas don’t get no breaks. Just sayin’.

Red on black: friend of Jack. Red on yellow: kill a fellow. No red in this……bud…..but looking mighty powerfully like a coral snake: prolly rat snake. I can tell you that, guess it, and scream on my insides as this guy slithered off right when I was walking by. Sheesh. It’s like mice in the kitchen or rats in the utility room. I’m gonna jump on a table or holler for somebody to come take care of it whether I saw the little beast or not. Ha! I’m not called to extermination work but I sure as heaven am thankful for the people who are and take good care of animals worldwide.

Hillsong United’s I Surrender

Here’s the deal: Jesus never left save for the part where faith needed to make the substance worldwide. In 1822, and according to Psalm 18, I AM came down in a way to where the beauty of his dwelling could be manifested from 1906-2050 all glory, all glory, all glory to God.

And Bobby Conner with Cara Coffey represent a little something about the Holy Spirit. Jesus doesn’t manifest this part as the Human but He does as the THREE WHO IS ONE and I speak of Christ, and the Church, according to the New Testament record and the Apostle Paul all glory to God. Holy Spirit goes here and there across the earth like the wind. 

In this article, my Loves, my desperate plea as your Little Sister is being actively answered. Last night as I fell into my bed exhausted, I cried out to Jesus: and I said, Jesus, oh Jesus, I need to feel my compassion again. I need to feel my love of my brothers and sisters. You know, the love that said we’d all be together in the Double Moons Prayer Initiative Introductory Material Audio, Part One.

As to Bobby Conner: he is Father Abraham just like Curtis Coffey. One guy is a ministerial giant. One guy is a congregational giant. And when they shook hands in 2016 at the back of COP, an Abraham was shaking the hand of an Abraham. Yay God, in Jesus Name, amen.

Just because you aren’t in my ARC means not much; it means a little something; it means a whole lot. But when you are the friend of God like Bobby Conner and Curtis Coffey, Little Sister comes into her house and keeps writing while one tear slips down her time-worn cheek . I never was a friend of God. I don’t know who I am anymore: but Jesus does. amen.


Story of a stupid little life in Austin, Texas, as I keep walking in 2017 all glory to God.

A General Announcement, Part One

First of all, somewhere on this blog I have enacted a church-going schedule and said I was going to update the article. I’m not able to do that anymore; I must just show up because the Lord is specifically instructing me one day at a time. It is imperative within the heavenly door construct that I go where He leads me across weekends. That’s how intense it has become in Austin, TX.

Secondly, Concerning Seed & Sex is a high level, intense, honest article I released today on Rivers International. In that article, I equally released the fact that I will not add anyone to the ARC of Covenant. That does not mean I won’t remove entities who are not in unity with Jesus Christ in Austin, Texas. I will never again explain myself. I must move on. You have all caused me pain in heavenly door ministries–except quite honestly the Conner family. Jesus never did that nor did his angels. It is enough.

If anyone ever intimates that Cara Coffey was unjust, or dishonest, or lacked love/respect of current ministries in the United States of America where heavenly doors are concerned, you are not nor were you ever my people. I may have had more dealings with one ministry or another for eight years, but that does not mean I can keep those dealings as they were.

In addition to this, if I show up in a ministerial sense, then much will be understood about what I think, and feel, about ministries in the heavenly door construct. Let me be clear on this point: the only reason I didn’t show up with Bobby Conner this month when I could have in the D/FW area is because of the spirit of Jezebel stripping through and hitting the Conner family. Bobby Conner and I see eye to eye on just about one hundred percent of everything. So I hope that honesty on my part clears it up with some of these ministries. You better submit one to another with him or with me. It’s pretty simple, really. I was not put on God’s green earth save for one purpose: Jesus Christ. I live or die by that Man, and He is in charge and always has been. amen.

So let me prove my point: at the same time I am working on Double Moons on this website in recordings, I’m equally going to read the Shepherd’s Rod of 2017 by Bobby Conner that I just received. He’s the only prophet henceforth that I deal with save Mahesh Chavda in December when he comes all glory to God.

If you want a couple who looks just like Jesus Christ and His bride, go view Bobby & Carolyn Conner. You can also look at Curtis and me; otherwise, Jesus Christ wouldn’t have showed up to me, now, would He have? That’s a good question that YOU need to answer, oh ministries of heavenly doors.

I’m not answering anything; I’m angry at what has happened to the Conner family, and Jesus loves me this I know. But none of you have any idea the torment I still get placed under at this late date when you show your true, stinkin’ colors by making stupid choices day in and day out while leaving me in the dust. You are not sensitive like the Holy Spirit, but that’s ok. Holy Spirit and I love you. He’s nicer I think. I’m not nice nor will I ever be again unless a few certain people I’m making clear in this article are around in the flesh life. Then there’s Jesus. For some reason, when He’s around, I’m always nice. (smile)


When I wrote the bulk of this article, it was hard-hitting because I was watching and praying through 4:44 AM this morning, so I began the article yesterday. At 4:44 AM, it was the next morning.

That’s how deliverance and prophetic work….works. You have to tear down, clean up, and then re-build 24/7 as a Christian. It’s a life that is love to the core no matter our times on this earth all glory to God.

It is now 7:18 AM, I’m drinking my coffee, and Bobby Conner’s last Bobby’s Briefing is on my public FB page because I linked it there during that war-time in Armageddon this early morning. He is wearing black in the video. This is relevant so let me interpret it: he is hiding me and talking to you, oh Christian.

I can get away with a ton of stuff in writing that Bobby & Carolyn could never get away with. Why? (smile) It is summed up in two passages of the Gospel Record where I just want to kinda fuss at Jesus Christ. I don’t do that, but he smiles and says to us all as Christians: yuppers, it’s complicated and simple. I love you and respect you enough to let it happen. I am the Captain, you know.

When Jesus was born, it went like this:

Luke 2:13-15 Suddenly, the angel was joined by a vast host of others—the armies of heaven—praising God and saying,

14 “Glory to God in highest heaven, and peace on earth to those with whom God is pleased.”

15 When the angels had returned to heaven, the shepherds said to each other, “Let’s go to Bethlehem! Let’s see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about.”

I’m just saying, but it prolly isn’t the same kind of thing when angels are singing in a choir and when they are down there in hell (up here) slugging it out respectfully, even with Satan, according to the book of Jude. I’m guessing, but one would suppose angels are mightily looking forward to the day when they can put their swords down and turn that into plows just like my guyz wanna do. But Brother Mahesh had it right last December: even when the walls of Jericho fall, and he was saying that yes they have fallen again in America, you still watch and pray in obedience to the Bible in purity asking forgiveness when you screw it up (1 John 1:9).

Lemme laugh with Brother Mahesh for just a minute. Every time I’m sitting in the congregation with these guys, I just wanna smack ’em occasionally. December of 2015, Brother Mahesh was like, we can’t let our weariness define us. And I was like, is that so, man of God? Yeah, it was so, but that is not saying I liked him at that moment LOL!

December of 2016, he was saying things about how when the walls fall, there you go again. And I was like, ahem Brother Mahesh, you didn’t say anything different last year and I am just saying.  But here is the deal: the Bible is true. We all liars. Brother Mahesh is very right right there for that reason: the Bible is true.

BACK to my Little Sister point: when Jesus became a man, He put away childish things (1 Corinthians 13):

Matthew 10:33-35 But everyone who denies me here on earth, I will also deny before my Father in heaven.

34 “Don’t imagine that I came to bring peace to the earth! I came not to bring peace, but a sword.

35 ‘I have come to set a man against his father,
    a daughter against her mother,
and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law.

I am smiling this morning to say that the vicious article I linked above has the concept of Matthew 10 within it–this is no coincidence. If there is one thing me ‘n Bobby ‘n Mahesh prolly know, at this point, it is that there ain’t no such thing as coincidence all glory to God. Our times are in His Hands.

If you dare to go read the article, oh Christian whom I love like I love myself, you will find out I know what it is to kill my mother-in-law with kindness every bit as much as my daddy knew how to do that. (smile) But my point? Jesus doesn’t bring peace on earth in your here and now. Bobby & Carolyn know that. Curtis & Cara know that. Mahesh & Bonnie know that. I don’t know about the Conners or the Chavdas, but I know about the Coffeys. We tired. (lol)

Now just a minute ago, and here is Edward knocking on my door: “Mom, hey Mommy, can I take a bath?”  Ed’s first name is Robert like Bobby. One man in my life is at this very moment taking a bath in my heavenly opening bathtub while another one is slugging it out in CA while Curtis is at work while I don’t know where Carolyn is but I wish she was here drinking coffee or tea with my mother or me………with Mahesh & Bonnie but I can assure you Curtis would take off work if they were here. Anyway…………..

So back to my point: just a minute ago, I opened up the Shepherd’s Rod 2017 by Bobby Conner. Thank you, man of God, for putting 1 Corinthians 2:1-5 in your “About the Conners” section of the beginning of the book. I feel understood. By God. This very moment. Speaking through Bobby Conner. Yay God and in Jesus Name, that means we are way more unified in the heavenly door construct than anyone save me and thee, oh Eagle’s View, quite understood. (smile) There is more to the understanding than meets the eyes. It’s called faith. It is substance. There ain’t anything else that is substance. And I think NOW is the time for American Christianity to really, really praise the Lord and find out this truth. Go buy the book. I’ll put up a recording later on this website, but go buy the book please and thank you.

Why? Do we want to make Sword Man happy? If we want Sword Man to be happy, we need to be unified. In 2017, if you want unity in the United States, then go with the flow–or another way of saying “the flow” as it concerns Bible architecture (Jesus went to prepare mansions): you go with the open heavenly causeway according to Revelation 1 (the door no man shuts which remains open).

That is how we practically-speaking tack into the unity by faith in the finished work of Jesus Christ in you as a Christian, in me as a dragon lady, in Bobby Conner as a lovely father-figure prophet, in Brother Mahesh who is Brother Mahesh, and in I AM THREE IN ONE whose UNITY we are as Christians. Here is what Sword Man says to us, and Bobby Conner is teaching the Church of God worldwide how to PRAISE to obey this right here all glory to God in his 22nd Shepherd’s Rod 2017.

By the heaven’s way: Curtis and I have lived in Austin, Texas for 22 years this year. Yay God and in Jesus Name, amen. Let’s Do This!!!!!

John 16:32-33  But the time is coming—indeed it’s here now—when you will be scattered, each one going his own way, leaving me alone. Yet I am not alone because the Father is with me. 33 I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world.”

Let me interpret a little strangely here for just a second: the Apostle John is the one disciple whom Jesus loves. Chapter 16 at this time points to my child, the ARC of Covenant, who just turned 16 this month. And verses 32-33 are a completion cycle due to the life of Jesus Christ on the earth after he was born in the flesh all glory to God. amen.

If There is One Guy…..Part Two

Key to Double Moons, Part Two

Double Moons Prayer Initiative Introductory Material Audio, Part One

Concerning Seed & Sex on Rivers International

This prayer initiative of Double Moons was written in July of 2013 under direction of the Holy Spirit. This key blog article is comprised of numeric relevance points as well as some general observations to help any reader “step outside of the flesh life box” so to speak so that you can enter the second heaven and perhaps understand what is being read to you in the three subsequent blog posts which are forthcoming as I read the actual initiative. Those three pieces are: Jericho March, Tower of Babel, and In Conclusion, a Rainbow.

Please realize that there was a tremendous amount of gatekeeper work my family enacted across many years to have time-wise placed us in the position for me to be able to write this initiative all glory to God. My children are inter-woven into this initiative for a two-fold purpose: to help any reader/listener realize how everything and everyone around you is being catapulted across all three realms into the allegorical realities of the book of Revelation at all times and if you can see that in your own life then you can have confidence in the work of I AM across time as it concerns the deliverance of the curse and be reconciled to God through Jesus Christ and the beautiful laws of love according to the entire New Testament record.

The second purpose is very practical: it is the story of my life of prayer as the mother of these children and the daughter, wife, and mother on this earth who wrote what I did and continue to live like that in all three realms just like you do whether you know it or not. To have disconnected myself from my family in the writing of this initiative would have been a move of taking glory upon myself. I knew that instinctively. I will sadly point out that a lot of American Christians do not know how tightly interwoven creation is in the largest scheme of things clearly stated allegorically in the book of Revelation super-imposed upon the whole Bible record.

I have found across the last eight very strange years of my life that Christians have been very severely disconnected from the spiritual lives. I do not know why this has happened; however, to a large degree this is why my last eight years were very painful: nobody of my family or friend base as Christians understood me. They still have trouble. Some of my children do not keep up with my writing. It is too painful to do so for them. Only Jesus Christ can pull my family out of this difficulty so I serve them and love them like Jesus all glory to God and wait on Him to do this work gradually over time though to a largest degree here in 2017 after an eight year trial by fire in the school of hell, so to speak, I can say I am rather expert at removing myself into the second heaven or third heaven to get out of the pain of my life in the first heaven, and Curtis has learned across the last two years particularly to help me leave the heavenly door property at times when he is home so that I get a break from the paranormal nature of our homestead and neighborhood.

To be continued……..

Audio files, Jezebel, and Me

Jezebel & Silence, Part Three finished with video

I have had quite a tussel with the spirit of Jezebel in the United States of America. I am free all glory to God and all praise to Jesus Christ. In addition to this, I have broken through. Where doors are shut, God opens windows according to the days of Noah when everyone save his family was removed from the earth. It is my testimony that God has not cursed the earth again. This concept is brought forth, how He may have done it, in the minor prophets of the OT. You may go find it, oh American Christian. I’m too busy to go look it up again all glory to God.

My comments upon this file: This is an audio of the chapter “Jezebel & Silence” from my first edition volume of testimony, “Uncovered No More: loved by Jesus (vol 2)” which went into second edition without this chapter. This abbreviated, and updated, audio is to reside upon my website blog and within an audio recordings page which is up and coming on all three of my websites where I will read chapter by chapter all three of my defunct books all glory to God. My publisher went out of business in Jan of 2017 (Rev 13). When God closes a door, there are windows which open as in the days of Noah after the flood.

Jesus Christ

Cara & Curtis Coffey; Diane Jackson; Shane & Debbie Davis: Austin, Jasper, Kingsland, TX; New Hampshire; Mississippi

Bobby & Carolyn Conner: Moravian Falls, NC

Mahesh & Bonnie Chavda: Moravian Falls, NC

Michael & Debi Pearl: Tennessee and California


Psalm 66
For the choir director: A song. A psalm.

this Psalm was our One Year Bible reading this morning in our Master Bedroom as I drank more coffee and settled in for the school day all glory to God. That means, oh American Christians, that my children and I are praying for you mightily in Jesus Name, amen.

1 Shout joyful praises to God, all the earth!
2 Sing about the glory of his name!
Tell the world how glorious he is.
3 Say to God, “How awesome are your deeds!
Your enemies cringe before your mighty power.

4 Everything on earth will worship you;
they will sing your praises,
shouting your name in glorious songs.” Interlude
5 Come and see what our God has done,
what awesome miracles he performs for people!
6 He made a dry path through the Red Sea,[a]
and his people went across on foot.
There we rejoiced in him.

7 For by his great power he rules forever.
He watches every movement of the nations;
let no rebel rise in defiance. Interlude
8 Let the whole world bless our God
and loudly sing his praises.

9 Our lives are in his hands,
and he keeps our feet from stumbling.
10 You have tested us, O God;
you have purified us like silver.
11 You captured us in your net
and laid the burden of slavery on our backs.

12 Then you put a leader over us.[b]
We went through fire and flood,
but you brought us to a place of great abundance.
13 Now I come to your Temple with burnt offerings
to fulfill the vows I made to you—
14 yes, the sacred vows that I made
when I was in deep trouble.

15 That is why I am sacrificing burnt offerings to you—
the best of my rams as a pleasing aroma,
and a sacrifice of bulls and male goats. Interlude
16 Come and listen, all you who fear God,
and I will tell you what he did for me.
17 For I cried out to him for help,
praising him as I spoke.

18 If I had not confessed the sin in my heart,
the Lord would not have listened.
19 But God did listen!
He paid attention to my prayer.
20 Praise God, who did not ignore my prayer
or withdraw his unfailing love from me.

Bible Gateway, NLT, Psalm 66

Excuse me for pointing out that I know perfectly well how to sacrifice male goats, so to speak, in the Name of Jesus and according to the perfection of the book of Second John. I may not can minister in any congregation across America. But I can do damn well what I please in my home in Austin, TX, with nary a care in the world all glory to God and in Jesus Name, amen.

Believe it or not….

……I DO have a sense of humor:

Key & Peele – Text Message Confusion – Uncensored

But I’m not really kidding when I say the Beaty in me loves good street fights but ya gotta watch Dad and me: we like machetes, so to speak. This article is announcing some new things up in those heavenly door ministry outlets all glory to God: and the first thing is that I’m going to make an audio file of Jezebel & Silence and post it in Jezebel & Silence, Part Three finished with video unless I cannot do that any better than small videos at the present time.

I’m going to do the buggy thing and leave the typos in this article. There are several of them. I wonder if the likes of, say, Rick Joyner has ever had to be interrupted a gazillion times one morning after he’s already done a bunch of stuff but came in and picked up the rest of them off the ministerial field of football (didn’t you guyz know you were playing games with me for going on nine years?) or as the case may be–the field of war where you took them out blood-less-ly? But I saw blood when I wrote For Chavda Ministries, Eagle’s View, and MorningStar: Part Two edited 3/17/2017 just like I saw blood running down my left, jean clad side days before John Paul Jackson died in the spirit realms. I’m sorry to get so soberly vicious as I’m trying to laugh, but there it is. I love you. You don’t care about me, MorningStar, and you were only interested in communicating how right you were….later. You went behind the scenes and did things thinking you were doing the right thing, but it wasn’t and you keep finding that out, don’t you? I do not thank you for this schism in my life but I’m all about trying to use some humor even though the last ten years in spirit life of America are nothing of the sort. 

I’m Key–in the kitchen getting coffey. No, that is not a typo. AAaand Bobby Conner is Peele smoking weed and playing games. Not really, but this is me, having a sense of humor so it’s twisted kitty right here and if you don’t know what that means in the age range of 50-100, well, then you don’t have a lot of millennial children all around you saying stuff, making sense, and then making no sense at all. In one day. For a very strange 27 years of mothering in this place called the US of A. (wide eyed stare) It’s a life. It’s complicated. And then it’s simple. My point?

Jesus is in charge of all the tele-world. He always, of course, has been. BUT that doesn’t mean any of us as humans understand what that is in the real world that we SEE. This here ain’t about faith…or hope (1 Corinthians 13)…but it sure as heaven is about LOVE.

So I’m laughing a lot of times. I’m taking pictures of our bluebonnets this year, too–and the feature image is one of ours in our front yard.

This article is also announcing that I am about to release the Double Moons Prayer Initiative as written in Uncovered No More: a four blood moon testimony (vol 3) that is sitting at the bottom of my closet in a box. That’s all which is left and I’d say it is a good day all glory to God. Off the walk. Please, American Christian, let’s try to learn laugh soberly. We don’t know how to do that and so it is why you have miscommunication between Bobby Conner and me. I betcha if we talked today face to face, he’d be like, “How’d you know?”

In this case, though, he’d be like, “Cara, how’d you know we guyz needed to be hit with that 2×4 edgewise?” And we all know it wasn’t just the guyz this time. Gals, get over yourselves and I will try to quit cussing your guyz out no matter which age from 35-100.

I save the nails in the bat for demons all glory to God and swing ’em right to the abyss in the Name of Jesus and with Archangel Michael according to the book of Jude. But I’m not doing that work anymore; however, within this prayer initiative chapter I’m about to release in several parts, I was doing that work, yes I was. Yay God.

I would suggest that Bobby Conner and Mahesh Chavda prepare the heavenly door situation on your end. My work is done or……….yes, or my life wouldn’t be quite as strange as it is today and I’m not testifying about that no matter how many lies get screamed at me at night right now. Jesus told me to get Double Moons up this morning after I had a dream last night in which a bunch of lazy Christians, past experience, of my life were being…idiots. That wasn’t the two guyz in this paragraph. I barely have seen those two so I wonder what is up with that, American Christianity?

And that series chapter will be read in audio too if I’m successful at this thing called doing it a different way to get you all to a place of unification faster than the last eight years so help me God, in Jesus Name, and God give me patience. God give me patience. Please notice in this Bible Coloring passage that I didn’t finish it. That article is going on Stupid Christian later about how God uses failure, and in-complete Christian….work, to do His will and teach us long-suffering love. I’ve been writing about this for about four years. Nobody but Jesus and Curtis listened. Street fight!


Yay God and in Jesus Name, amen

Laugh with me. And get to work. In Jesus Name, amen

Adulterers & Adulteresses, Part Four

I just love it when I can simply copy and paste, copy and paste, from the good Book KJV and sit back to enjoy the ride while the rest of my Christian comrades keep being Stupid Christians in the United States of America. I’m not stupid. I’m simply learning long-suffering love because that is WHOM God Father IS. So I’m calling myself stupid with the likes of White Boy Bobby Conner and Eagle’s View Ministries. By God, we will have unification. I don’t care anymore and neither did they. Good for you. Good for you, but “they” ain’t only Bobby Conner. You can read my work from January of this year forward to get a clue in Jesus Name, amen.

Jeremiah 23

Woe be unto the pastors that destroy and scatter the sheep of my pasture! saith the Lord.

2 Therefore thus saith the Lord God of Israel against the pastors that feed my people; Ye have scattered my flock, and driven them away, and have not visited them: behold, I will visit upon you the evil of your doings, saith the Lord.

3 And I will gather the remnant of my flock out of all countries whither I have driven them, and will bring them again to their folds; and they shall be fruitful and increase.

4 And I will set up shepherds over them which shall feed them: and they shall fear no more, nor be dismayed, neither shall they be lacking, saith the Lord.

5 Behold, the days come, saith the Lord, that I will raise unto David a righteous Branch, and a King shall reign and prosper, and shall execute judgment and justice in the earth.

6 In his days Judah shall be saved, and Israel shall dwell safely: and this is his name whereby he shall be called, The Lord Our Righteousness.

7 Therefore, behold, the days come, saith the Lord, that they shall no more say, The Lord liveth, which brought up the children of Israel out of the land of Egypt;

8 But, The Lord liveth, which brought up and which led the seed of the house of Israel out of the north country, and from all countries whither I had driven them; and they shall dwell in their own land.

9 Mine heart within me is broken because of the prophets; all my bones shake; I am like a drunken man, and like a man whom wine hath overcome, because of the Lord, and because of the words of his holiness.

10 For the land is full of adulterers; for because of swearing the land mourneth; the pleasant places of the wilderness are dried up, and their course is evil, and their force is not right.

11 For both prophet and priest are profane; yea, in my house have I found their wickedness, saith the Lord.

Prophetess point for verses 9-11 here: this is me and my spirit blood brother Shane Davis. 

12 Wherefore their way shall be unto them as slippery ways in the darkness: they shall be driven on, and fall therein: for I will bring evil upon them, even the year of their visitation, saith the Lord.

13 And I have seen folly in the prophets of Samaria; they prophesied in Baal, and caused my people Israel to err.

14 I have seen also in the prophets of Jerusalem an horrible thing: they commit adultery, and walk in lies: they strengthen also the hands of evildoers, that none doth return from his wickedness; they are all of them unto me as Sodom, and the inhabitants thereof as Gomorrah.

15 Therefore thus saith the Lord of hosts concerning the prophets; Behold, I will feed them with wormwood, and make them drink the water of gall: for from the prophets of Jerusalem is profaneness gone forth into all the land.

16 Thus saith the Lord of hosts, Hearken not unto the words of the prophets that prophesy unto you: they make you vain: they speak a vision of their own heart, and not out of the mouth of the Lord.

Prophetess point for verses 14-16: Bobby Conner is the only one left who has not committed adultery and I expect a “thank you” some day, man of God, yes I do.  My people American Christian,  I am glad Bobby Conner is the only one left who is pure and not a part of this three verses of your obvious destruction in America 1966 to this present darkness. I am tired. I love Jesus all glory to God.

17 They say still unto them that despise me, The Lord hath said, Ye shall have peace; and they say unto every one that walketh after the imagination of his own heart, No evil shall come upon you.

18 For who hath stood in the counsel of the Lord, and hath perceived and heard his word? who hath marked his word, and heard it?

19 Behold, a whirlwind of the Lord is gone forth in fury, even a grievous whirlwind: it shall fall grievously upon the head of the wicked.

20 The anger of the Lord shall not return, until he have executed, and till he have performed the thoughts of his heart: in the latter days ye shall consider it perfectly.

21 I have not sent these prophets, yet they ran: I have not spoken to them, yet they prophesied.

22 But if they had stood in my counsel, and had caused my people to hear my words, then they should have turned them from their evil way, and from the evil of their doings.

Prophetess perspective verses 21-22: Me and Shane again all glory to God. All glory to God. 

23 Am I a God at hand, saith the Lord, and not a God afar off?

24 Can any hide himself in secret places that I shall not see him? saith the Lord. Do not I fill heaven and earth? saith the Lord.

25 I have heard what the prophets said, that prophesy lies in my name, saying, I have dreamed, I have dreamed.

26 How long shall this be in the heart of the prophets that prophesy lies? yea, they are prophets of the deceit of their own heart;

27 Which think to cause my people to forget my name by their dreams which they tell every man to his neighbour, as their fathers have forgotten my name for Baal.

28 The prophet that hath a dream, let him tell a dream; and he that hath my word, let him speak my word faithfully. What is the chaff to the wheat? saith the Lord.

29 Is not my word like as a fire? saith the Lord; and like a hammer that breaketh the rock in pieces?

30 Therefore, behold, I am against the prophets, saith the Lord, that steal my words every one from his neighbour.

31 Behold, I am against the prophets, saith the Lord, that use their tongues, and say, He saith.

32 Behold, I am against them that prophesy false dreams, saith the Lord, and do tell them, and cause my people to err by their lies, and by their lightness; yet I sent them not, nor commanded them: therefore they shall not profit this people at all, saith the Lord.

33 And when this people, or the prophet, or a priest, shall ask thee, saying, What is the burden of the Lord? thou shalt then say unto them, What burden? I will even forsake you, saith the Lord.

34 And as for the prophet, and the priest, and the people, that shall say, The burden of the Lord, I will even punish that man and his house.

35 Thus shall ye say every one to his neighbour, and every one to his brother, What hath the Lord answered? and, What hath the Lord spoken?

36 And the burden of the Lord shall ye mention no more: for every man’s word shall be his burden; for ye have perverted the words of the living God, of the Lord of hosts our God.

37 Thus shalt thou say to the prophet, What hath the Lord answered thee? and, What hath the Lord spoken?

38 But since ye say, The burden of the Lord; therefore thus saith the Lord; Because ye say this word, The burden of the Lord, and I have sent unto you, saying, Ye shall not say, The burden of the Lord;

39 Therefore, behold, I, even I, will utterly forget you, and I will forsake you, and the city that I gave you and your fathers, and cast you out of my presence:

40 And I will bring an everlasting reproach upon you, and a perpetual shame, which shall not be forgotten.

Prophetess perspective: this is me coming alongside Jeremiah in the Bible: I speak his precious words of truth today as a prophetess in the office of it married to the prophetic unction of Isaiah and married to an angel in the spirit realms all glory to God according to Revelation 22 in Jesus Name, amen.

Malachi chapter three should also be considered. I’m exhausted after praying through to this point and I think I’ve done enough damage today in America, but this blog article is world and time-wide all glory to God. I am most definitely walking off now: not that I won’t come back in and keep at it in the spirit realms from time to time. I love you. You despise me, hate me, reject me, and otherwise have misused me. It is in Jesus Name, amen, that I state these things to hit reset in my own, private life. You have no idea what I’ve suffered for 50 years to be this direct and I don’t care anymore.

James Four

Conclusion of this four part series–it needs NO modern day interpretation.



1 From whence come wars and fightings among you? come they not hence, even of your lusts that war in your members?

2 Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not.

3 Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts.

4 Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.

5 Do ye think that the scripture saith in vain, The spirit that dwelleth in us lusteth to envy?

6 But he giveth more grace. Wherefore he saith, God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace unto the humble.

7 Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.

8 Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded.

9 Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness.

10 Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up.

11 Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speaketh evil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evil of the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge.

12 There is one lawgiver, who is able to save and to destroy: who art thou that judgest another?

13 Go to now, ye that say, To day or to morrow we will go into such a city, and continue there a year, and buy and sell, and get gain:

14 Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away.

15 For that ye ought to say, If the Lord will, we shall live, and do this, or that.

16 But now ye rejoice in your boastings: all such rejoicing is evil.

17 Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin.

The feature image: on March 12, 2017, which is the 16th birthday of Alva Richard Coffey, I took this picture in the congregation. I will now place the tweet upon this website in living testimony to the woman that was whom is no more: Cara Beaty Coffey. I am dead while I live and I still love you, oh Church of God Worldwide. He our Father does not wish any to perish. It is a deep mystery, but I speak of Christ and the church as according to the book of Ephesians all glory to God.

I’m at church, Jesus & I are conversing. And He said to me, “….well, the church (of America) is so apostate….” Oh God, please forgive us. 

Jezebel & Silence, Part Three finished with video

For Chavda Ministries, Eagle’s View, and MorningStar: Part Two edited 3/17/2017

Bob & Virginia Beaty have been married 55 years today. And, this article is the defunct chapter of my first edition second volume: “Uncovered No More: loved by Jesus”. I just prayed privately for a woman named Carla. She was sent to me by God through Cathedral of Praise. I brought her into my home as a housekeeper but had to remove her because she was so damaged by Capital City Baptist Church here in Austin, Texas, that she is verbally abusive and cannot stop it–she was doing it to me and the children so I took her back to the Salvation Army. She is trying to let me give her a second chance but all I am left with is praying for her quietly and forgiving Bill Hart and Cathedral of Praise. They should have a deliverance ministry there now; he knows Carla but is wholly unaware of her issues or needs. The entire church structure at the congregation level is wholly uninterested in deliverance ministry–but not the showy, flashy type of ministry where you lay hands on the people and play with demons and nullify the free will of the suffering souls.

I’m talking about the type of ministry where healing homes are opened up so the apocalypse survivors (I’m not joking oh Stupid Christian) can truly heal and be people of God made whole. Dad and I are skilled at it–but Curtis is skilled at cutting people loose who simply try, and do, kill the father and daughter in spirit life because we are so highly gifted that we mold ourselves to their needs. They spin out in arrogance and hate us if we don’t give them what they think they need. It happened over and over and over again to Dad and me. God help us…..Jesus had to show up you all are so good at it with me.

Capital City Baptist Church is a cult. To a degree, so is Cathedral of Praise. God help us, we are at an impasse; the church meetings are by and large meaningless; and, I just keep watching and praying. Being that the woman is the first transgressor, I’m putting this chapter here in loving memory of good tyme old religion. I’m not kidding.

There is a greater issue of import in Christian women’s lives that nullifies their ability to pass up the temptation to take authority where they shouldn’t have it at the congregation level and leave the sphere where if they are not there according to 2 John, spirits of anti-Christ will turn churches into cults and nobody ever knows it–the home. I have watched church after church be destroyed this way. I would walk out after having virtue pulled from me and being attacked in underhanded ways, and then, their destruction would come. Or later, Curtis and I got out before the destruction in one case but they destroyed my oldest son; they have killed the lambs, the goats even, and they love to eat the meat while drinking milk privately. I know Shane Davis and his son have had this happen; I know John Paul Jackson was destroyed this way: and yet, I still love you, my Beloved. I still love you.

The issue: Christian men of leadership at every level think submission of a woman to her husband has obedience to him intertwined within the relationship. This is APOSTATE TO GOD FATHER and GOD HOLY SPIRIT in the lives of men AND THE WOMEN HELPING THEM but they refuse to point blank repent and therefore keep placing expectations upon the women and their men not in leadership in ministerial and congregational settings–do you want to see a very distinct vicious cycle? HERE IT IS, God help me survive the reality of it 24/7/365 among the Christian Nation of America in the Caucasian Realm.

You as Caucasian men of leadership must repent publicly and privately, men of God, for such a ferocious, grave error to be gradually rectified. You must take anger from the women and serve them until they are made whole again so they will not hate on their responsibilities according to Second John. I had this very severe issue worse with home schooling, holiness, type people just like Capital City Baptist Church. They hate on a strong woman of God like me either because they are jealous or they think I’m after their husbands because I love too deeply in living water love of Jesus Christ for their own good, if you know what I mean. I am left now to wear black a lot in both spirit and in flesh. If I wear black, I’m colorless in your midst. So suffice it to say when you see me, I may not be wearing black but please, pass me by: I’m wearing the color of no color in spirit living until I’m dwelling with Jesus Christ. I have no hope here anymore; I have Him. So I don’t need hope. *shrug*

After laboring for the whole day (March 19-20, 2017) after I wrote this article to introduce the old chapter of my defunct second volume’s first edition book in print which was entitled Jezebel & Silence, I have decided to do the simple thing and cut to the chase.


1 Timothy 2:7-15  Whereunto I am ordained a preacher, and an apostle, (I speak the truth in Christ, and lie not;) a teacher of the Gentiles in faith and verity. 8 I will therefore that men pray every where, lifting up holy hands, without wrath and doubting.

Christian men are not having their prayers answered a lot of times for one reason: doubting. I don’t know about wrath. But since all I know about is men of God arguing about doctrine and other stuff in the Christian construct, and, politically–it seems to me I equally have ample proof they are angry. Why? You’ve got to be kidding me. You don’t know why you are angry, do you, men of God? I do. It’s because you aren’t right. You are wholly wrong most of the time. It is all glory to God, isn’t it? Take my word for it as a 44 year Christian who tried to respect and submit at every level and not just to Christian men and was rejected and ignored or you could just take your freakin’ word for it–and that is fine with me on March 20, 2017. Have at it, Babes.

9 In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array; 10 But (which becometh women professing godliness) with good works.

We do this. Sometimes, we likely need to improve in the way of costly array. *shrug*

11 Let the woman learn in silence with all subjection. 12 But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence. 13 For Adam was first formed, then Eve. 14 And Adam was not deceived, but the woman being deceived was in the transgression. 15 Notwithstanding she shall be saved in childbearing, if they continue in faith and charity and holiness with sobriety.

I’m a little too saved in childbearing with ten kids. Women do indeed have a hard time succumbing to witchcraft if they are highly gifted. Sadly, in that same first edition second volume that is defunct twice now (laughing), I had a second addendum. She succumbed and all glory to God I snatched that Richard out. He is my friend but he just late last year lost the first daughter to the witch, and I wondered but tried in a few ways long distance to help the child. It went too far. God help me, UNDERSTATEMENT. And, in my defunct second edition, the addendum wasn’t there because she had written it and then spun out terribly. Liar, liar, pants on fire, Baby. Her husband needs to keep repenting. He tends to get a little testy because she is still not acting right. LET IT GO BRO!

Here the Christian woman is told to learn in silence. This little scripture passage is so misunderstood I’m rather done with Christianity and with your interpretations of it, or lack of them. Here is another one that is hard to take, hard to bear the misunderstanding of, and needs to simply be obeyed at the congregation level but nowhere else. So maybe the guys should shut up otherwise. Go ahead: make my life easier. Say your piece in the congregation if you even go to church, and then, shut up. Let me talk. (laughing)

Interpretation: you aren’t even doing what else is in this chapter I pigeon-holed, below. I mean think about it, Babe Male Christian: since when have we decently, and in order, only had ABOUT A FIVE MINUTE “TEACHING” FROM THE PREACHER WITH SEVERAL GUYS GETTING UP AND PROPHESYING TO US?!?!? Come on Dudes: follow Jesus around doing his will instead of doing it your own way in that lovely, big building you have which we paid for. OBVIOUS, DUDES. OBVIOUS. Moving the….heaven along since I’ve been moving the hell along for eight very long years after 42 of them before that which were……interesting. You made it that was dudes and dude-ettes and now you get to live with a dragon lady who loves you in Jesus Name, amen.

Need I mention that the women should be busy painting, coloring, and listening to you with the children unless they are in Sunday School with mothers teaching them? Aand do we have Sunday School Prophetic teams headed up by little ole me? No? Good for you, good for you. Shit. This here stuff is OBVIOUS.

1 Corinthians 14:34-36  Let your women keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto them to speak; but they are commanded to be under obedience as also saith the law. 35 And if they will learn any thing, let them ask their husbands at home: for it is a shame for women to speak in the church. 36 What? came the word of God out from you? or came it unto you only?

If women choose to cross the congregational bounds, she is 1. feeling useless at home and that is why there is so much anti-Christ in the churches of God at least in Europe and America because there ain’t no way to keep out a lot of stuff if that dear mother is not understanding her authority according to Second John. Then there is #2: that woman thinks that forgiveness and the grace of God goes farther than it actually does which is no surprise to me. Show me a male ultra-charismatic in leadership and I will show you an arrogant Jezebel adulterer going right along with the adulteress. Here, let’s let Thyatira speak:

Revelation 2:20-23 20 Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols. 21 And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not. 22 Behold, I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds. 23 And I will kill her children with death; and all the churches shall know that I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts: and I will give unto every one of you according to your works.

There are many children dying worldwide from a variety of issues. Do your part, Christian man and woman. And watch the world turn into all things made new. Obedience is just that: obedient. Jesus Christ our Example did the whole death experience at the age of 33 painfully, and he asked His Father to take it from Him. God said no.

You don’t even need to ask God, oh male and female Christian, about obvious stuff like this. What is more–you have no idea the pain you have left my Love Jesus Christ in to be obviously disobeying while He tarries in a darkness hard to comprehend so I don’t. I keep watching and praying. I keep thinking better, oh Christian. But these days, so I don’t spin out in hate and bitterness after what I’ve been through for eight years, I am careful to keep a distance for obvious reasons that are no longer in print all glory to God. It’s easier that way. Yay God.

Article finished 3/21/2017. Sheesh. The video at the top of this blog article is what  began a three part video series I made of the chapter “Jezebel & Silence” that was too long to upload; however, this little bit is honest and I need to share it tonight since I successfully at least got a little of it over here.

We have very severely been in error in our ways as ministerial Christianity since the Azusa Street Revival and there are consequences; yes, there are. I cannot think anymore; I simply live in love worldwide all glory to God. I know I sound negative. I may be; but that is not to say this part of my ministerial existence, small as it is, will stay here forevermore as I continue to testify because I know it won’t. This difficulty of my life personally and in writing has been very hard to bear for eight years going on nine. I don’t understand it. But yet, I know Christians and the worldwide community are both fully understood by I AM.

If we are to go read the OT, it is rather negative–that was Armageddon every bit as much as what I’ve testified through is the same thing. Some day, that part of this war is going to change and I’m all for that, but it is very grave to me that I had to re-address the spirit of Jezebel within the ministerial and congregational constructs of Christianity in 2017. And yet I know that every knee bows in the beginning of our paradise someday.